she was jst lost , n shud i call him a fool or i belame d cirumstance 4 it, wateva it is ,was, left her shattered, n wordz cant in itself conjure d feelingz, can i do dat 2?
no she herself will lack words 4 it, olthough she has flair 4 writing!
but sumtime lyf leavz u at a point whr u r widout wordz ,feelingz,emotionz,rather ol dat is left of u is a so cald prson............whoz jst ditto of her but den not her, not d 1 i knw not d 1 she used 2 b n not d 1 i will call my bestfrn ironical, dat it is d time she wud wanna call me D BESTEST FRN!
i did evything i wud wanna do still ol i can,cz i wanted her bak, n cz i wanted her lky my bf,jst d soarhrt sortz,d figthz(ok 1hrs in particular) d luv (ok 1min in particular,esply 4 me)d frenship(1 miilion bilion,trilion yrz in particular)i wanted it ol,
well yeah selfish i m , n as horibly gud in geting wat i want as can b, n so der i pushed her on 1 more time , n again n again n again n der she fought hard,she knew she din wanna luse not at d stake of me
i knw its vividly alive in front of her eyes in her thotz ,in her............................................... but
wid d passin of time she wud slowly tire of dis xercise.she wud find it incresingly xhausting 2 conjure up 2dust off,2 resuscitate 1nce again wat was long dead.der wud cum a day ,infact,yrs l8rs whn she wud no longer bewail his loss,or not as relentlessly,not nearly,der wud cum a day whn d detailz of his face wud begin 2 slip 4m memoryz grip.she wud not miss him as she did now whn d ache of his absence was her umremitting companion lky phnthom of amputee.
she wud do jst fine , n i will get ye bak!
"The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials."
u jst won d trial। he has lost it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
साki
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its sumthin u always for sumone without any greed any expectation and any reason.....love n belive me it happens when u are not mature enogh.....true besties dat happens in adolsent....n only den this love grows and takes the shape of dis blog!!
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