"so the lion fell in love with the lamb"
its d perfect beauty and d beast story .. it teaches us how even d ugliest deserves love , to be loved and can love.... everyone of us deserve it and shud g for it widout fear...
its one feeling that can scare u the most as it is potentially d strongest to break neone into pieces... but its d same feeling that gives u d strength nuff to break neone to pieces... :P its destructive.. its d only salvation... its d uneasyness d hesitance to let smeone so deep widin yet once u in too deep it gives d calmest of ol feel to anyone...
As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it wasall slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.
its a paradox...
its a contradiction...
edward is someone is an enigma.. someone right out of dreams it seemed first but then even he ws imperfect at his perfections... too good to b true yes but still he ws flawed like ol of us are... they say love is not jealous... love is not but the heart sure can be can it b not?
but yes he was perfect at placing his love's needs before his own... her joy before his jealousy.. thats love..
love is not boastful... but even in its silence if true its d most boastful of ol.. it speaks for itself... its so loud widout words dat a blind, deaf , dumb can understand it... a monster's heart can chnge... love can bring the stone to life... i think twilight is the best example to understand this...
edwards kind are the perfectly carved out marble immortals.... and he is brought bak to life with bella's love... what one sees in d one they love they know it best.. to us she is clumsy, ordinary.. but to him she's d exception.. to protect her is like a duty important than his own life... to have her safe he wud sacrifice nething includin himself... and she wud , does d same... and love makes d weakest d strongest... gives them the power to protect even d strongest... it fills u up... it completes u .. it introduces u to a part of u , u never knew existed...
its different...
its sad... its weak .. its strong.... its happy, its killer and a lifegiver...
its dazzles u ... blinds u to everything but d one u love... it makes u wanna love and just do that... and make a life around it... and thats how shud it be... had there been nothing else in d world but love it wud have been a better place... and love isnt always about happyness its about everything... so we wud have never needed nethng else to depend upon but love....
this one is to the onei love... the one i have fallen in love for the second tym and i have found out that its with much more stronger intesity than i thot would never be witnessed again by me... i m tellinng u this... i was so scarred that i dint even know that this much love still was a part of me ... i am surprised myself that i have been able to feel this again and i want to thank u from the centre of my being... but u know its different with u .. this time i just dont wannna let u go .. and i wont and m selfish in doin so but i knw u want it tooo.. and thats the happiest part... i know i fight with u and i have ol my emotions upfront and visible.. its me widout any masks... i dotn hide my jealousy, my possesiveness for u , my lve, my hate wen u piss me off... i just keep loving u more n more and it keeps becoming stronger... d first tym it ws different i hd the strength to endure.. to endure his lack of attention.. him not being able to love me bak the way i wantd.. and somewhere i have been happy loving him just that way.. my love was enough ... i ws incomplete... i kept tryn to complete him and i just forgot me.. but wid u i exist... my needs my wants .. i m complete... its not perfect but its the best... i love d way u love me .... i lov e d way u are healing ol my scars... i love d way u make me happy ... and d fact that m happy being wid u .. and ur happy being wid me... he said it to me d last tym.. dat find someone who jsut doesnt wanna make u happy but wants to be happy with u ... and ur dat one... i somehow managed after olmost giving up on everythng and a aftr giving up lotta things to let him go... coz that was destiny... he had to be happy with someone else... i had done my part in his life... i had played my part and according to him it ws d bbest... i dont know it thats true coz u knw m nt perfect at ol.. m totally crazy.. ryt... but i cant let u go... i need to keep holdin onto u to be able to keep breathing... u help me get thru each day ... just knowin d fact that u r here and that u love me .. even if i fyt wid u.... or i m angry at u ,,, its u who helps me get thru everythin... just d knowledge of u existin and knowin dt u love me is enough... and i can never want to stay apart.. even though m goin to go away for a while but its with this hope that this tym this is it.. u r it... and that i return to u .. and we have our "happy ever after.."
things will keep changin with us but i will never stop loving u and that will never even become any less... i promise u that... u r mmy singer.. my soul sings for u to be with me... it dances everytym u r near... its olways surprised at ur touch.. its everytym a new feeling... a new expression... a new everythng... i need u ... i love u ... i am in love with u ..
u truly are my second chance at life...
Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything wason fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything....
you'll always be the most beautiful part of me.. :)
tym isnt enough wen i m with u .. i want an eterity wid u.. i know a forever doesnt exist but with u i want it to...
u know one thin g i would always be grateful about knwng him is that he made me realise how much i could love someone... and dat i had it in me to not give up.. and am grateful to u for restoring the same feeling in me...
the more u love someone, the less sense anything and everything makes
irreversibly altered i am...... As I would always belong to u, so u wud be always be mine.
your touch sweeps beneath the surface of my skin, right through the bones of my face. The feeling was tingly, electric – it jolts through my bones, down my spine, and trembls in my stomach... ;)
and to let u knw one thing... no one will ever love you more than i will.. u will know dat someday... and i hope u r d happiest with me...
and the day comes when we would be in a place.. "somwhere only we know "
