do people reallly think they can do that.... outsmart hurt...???
can we...????
" it happened all over again.. "
ironical as it is that i understand...
u love sumone and dey dont love u bak... u trust sumone and dey go ahead and break it ina blink.... u hand over urself to sumone else and they leave u alone in the destructive world... u wannna change for someone and dey take dat chance away before it takes shape....
what was wrong with her ..? she wondered.. as she had been for ol dos years... what was wrong with that no one loved her .. just wanted a part of her.. never the whole of her.. why was she so insufficient .. she wept ... she felt weak...
it ws yet another dark night...
empty and cold....
can we...????
" it happened all over again.. "
ironical as it is that i understand...
u love sumone and dey dont love u bak... u trust sumone and dey go ahead and break it ina blink.... u hand over urself to sumone else and they leave u alone in the destructive world... u wannna change for someone and dey take dat chance away before it takes shape....
what was wrong with her ..? she wondered.. as she had been for ol dos years... what was wrong with that no one loved her .. just wanted a part of her.. never the whole of her.. why was she so insufficient .. she wept ... she felt weak...
it ws yet another dark night...
empty and cold....
she cud not compete nemore... she couldnt b strong nemore... she is a nomad wid one desire... "her happyness" and she has looked everywhere and she found tears everytime... tears dat have now become her shadow.. a thousand needles had been poked right into nher heart... making a thousand little wounds... which gave a pain greater dan dat given by a big wound... it never would heal....
"she looked in all d wrong places or it seemed ol d wrong places found her.. "
today yet again she got her already broken broken heart totally smeared into shreds... her heart weeps and asked her why did she put it through the same agony and excruciating pain ol over again... she answered " did u think u could outsmart getting hurt... ?"
you cant run away from hurt.. it follows u around,.... if u cnant risk it u are a coward.. and if u do risk it u have to b strong enough nto get through it. .. . . . .
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
