foool's paradise....

arent we living in the perfectly carved out fol's paradise... believeing and hoping...and trusting...and then opening the biggest possible gateway to get ourselves hurt...
pretending and ignoring...
knowing the truth but still trying to contadict oursleves and the others aorund us...
hiding beneath those layers of the endless lies and deceit..
and still having the courage to stand up as if nothing ever happens and that the world is fucking lying and a crooked place.. though its is definitely crooked for a fact but still are we any less...??
i wonder... well we arent.. we go on and on and on....going afterthe things we arent suppose to chase in the first place...
being with people , we are suposed to stay away from...
"lusting afetr the forbidden fruit..." as they say...
pretending to be strong so that the world cannot see the weakness that prevails in us....
we are stupid and ignorant and blind....
blind towars the truht and facts of life..
trying to be our own person and losing our identity in doing so...
being so ironically cliched...
twisted..and demented....

gawd..... the pain is being inflicted now...
it hurts to see..
where we have reached and hwat we have become...
i wish we wrent human at times... could become numb to all these emotions....
could just turn every tear into a smile... but i cant....
and dis is da price to be paid to have lived so long in a fol's paradise...
why do they say so....
hmmmmmm ...welll isnt it obvious.... we always like to do those things taht we know even if remotely....are gonna change the course of our lives for good....
we are ol a bunch of fools..... who know it ola nd yet they dnt...
who can save themselves from the fire yet they jump right on into it....

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we all are a bunch of fools...living in the unknown....
living in the fool's paradise.....