a walk to remember.......

so i lay my ....head back down
and i lift my hands and pray to be only your's ...
i pray to be only your's...
and i know now ....you're my only hope.......

uuuummmmmmmm......a walk to remember... its my favorite movie and then my favorite book...by Nicholas sparks.. though its a fiction it is no different from us.. its the most simplest of all stories.. so ordinary u might feel in the beginning...but I'll let you in on a secret its just simply beautiful... nothing has ever struck to be so extraordinary to me.. i watched it on whim this movie on hbo.. lol i didn't know it would just touch my heart the way it did.. after having seen the movie i was kinda in awe.. and then i read the book.... it just made my heart skip a beat...i laughed and smiled all through and i cried silent tears too... its a book that somehow instilled more faith in me .. it made me believe that love does change people.. it all so simple.. but yet it teaches us the biggest lesson in life that all we need to go on is "belief".. a small ray of hope.. and somebody who touches our lives in the "life altering" way.. it so tells us about us.... that sounds like a dunnna what ..but its like how we all are at some point in time of our lives...always trying to pretend ... where being the true us is not good enuff...and always hiding beneath our skins... for the fear of someone recognizing the true us... so goes the story of Landon carter... the cool dude.. always hanging out with the hot chicks and the coolest studs..the rich brats on campus.. for whom no one can ever be good enuff.. who are in a constant habit of looking down upon others.. who think people aren't good enuff in fronta them... isn't that what we all see nowadays... i mean i do... ..... and worlds apart is Jaime Sullivan... the simplest girl on campus॥ usually people's laughing stock... being ridiculed for her own beliefs and still at the end of each day she ends up praying for their wellbeing॥ thats her.. with her unending faith.. faith in a higher power.. faith in the people .. faith in her beliefs.. she's the girl who's talked about and ridiculed for her simplicity.. for being a li'l too extra caring and thoughtful... she's made fun of for wearing a plain skirt rather than some hot dress... gawwd haven't we all gone through that... but still she walks with her held high.. knowing what the damn world is thinking and whispering about... shows how our parents are always on the edge ...concerned and worried... always trying to protect us .. not knowing that worried or not...goood or bad we already are growing older.. and soon one day we'll be old enough to make our own decisions.. we will also get hurt and will have to learn to fight back and stand up for ourselves.. face everybody else.. recognize our real selves ... its a journey for them too.. we are all too ignorant towards listening to them as of now.. and thats a fact... but what they need to learn is that we can learn from our mistakes only.. and nobody can help it.. no matter how much they might care about us or otherwise... but in the end we'll always love them first and foremost...

i find peace when am confused
i find hope when i'm let down
not in me , in you...
i hope to lose myself for good
i hope to find it in the end
not in me , in you..!!

a walk to remember is a story about learning to discover yourself.. its the story of Landon and jamie.. a story that makes us cry.. its tragic yet in the misery we learn to find hope.. and move on with an endless faith... its to understand to be us regardless of the world around us ... its to find hapyness in the colors of the sky... its to learn to shed tears without fearing of what the world might think.. its learning to change... its to be able to breathe .. its to learn to soar high in the skies.. its learning to risk it... and above everything else it teaches us to live..

its learning to breathe
its learning to crawl
its finding that alone you and you who could break that fall
its living again , awake and alive..
its dying to breathe in those abundant skies..

for me this movie is the most special.. i cant exactly explain why though. i have laughed and i have cried and i have fallen in love with the story of jamie and Landon.. it makes me believe that having faith and hoping keeps us going through every bad.... "love is patient and kind.. it is never jealous...love is never boastful or conceited never rude or selfish...it doesn't take offense and is not resentful.. its always ready to endure whatever comes..."

a walk to remember is a story that above everything tells us that.... Miracles do happen....!!